let me see what spring is like on jupiter and mars

i don't know about anybody else, but i awoke this morning hazey as hell.

and i guess i deserved it.

i have been stoned pretty much every minute of every day since thursday (today definately not being any different despite the fact i had to work) and took a breather for a few hours this morning. i sat in lecture staring at the professor but definately not taking in a whole lot of hte information he was spewing out. blah blah blah evolution blah blah blah chloroplasts blah blah blah flowering plants blah blah blah. and now you know as much as i do concerning fifty minutes of biology lecture.

why is it that every spring quarter i gently plummit into my stoniest of ways? i refuse to do it again this quarter. i will not smoke anymore today. i will not. willllll not.

and, more importantly, i shall study for the remainder of the night that i can stay awake for. i do, afterall, i have a midterm on thursday. my third to last one, too. i should memorize all those slides.

what i should do and what i want to do... why don't they match up? why must this be the way?