they wanna know if we could get away

sudden realization about my life. i have no direction. none. i mean, i have NO idea what the fuck i want to do with any of it. i mean, i have a million ideas of what i want to do. i'd love to just live around the world. never settle down, just do shit. but what i should do. no idea. what my career path should be. holy shit i don't have a career path. none. no ideas. what am i going to do when i graduate? go to grad school? i don't want to. not right away. this is freaking me out. i have to stop this thinking.