don't mistake my anger for resentment
lab, how i loath thee.
there is nothing worse than waking up before even the seagulls are scavangering though your trash, biking to the far end of campus that happens to reside in somewhere desolate, like Egypt, or Illinois, sit there for three hours reading instructions from a flimsy, stapled together notebook, for which i paid 20 bucks, on how to use the newest piece of shit machine that we are expected to understand even though, as mentioned, it is a piece of shit, which is surprising considering the amount of money that is currently being taken from me even though this is a PUBLIC school, all to watch how much effort is exerted by my blah blah muscle everytime i move my thumb.
yeah yeah. i understand the human body is great. complex. wonderful even. but at eight in the morning, for some reason i really don't care. even if it wasn't at eight in the morning, i don't think i would care. i don't like human physiology. infact, you could put it on the things i hate list, even though much of everything else in my life is already on that list today.
furthermore, after i suffered though that hell, with the worst headache this year, my eyes all stressed because i didn't have my glasses and i was analyzing heartrate patterns on a crappy iMac, i come home to find out my parents aren't coming to visit for my birthday.
call me spoiled but i was really looking forward to them coming to see me. i understand that it's a long drive. but it's nice to know that you can see them with minimal effort, without spending 14 hours in the car. i guess it works out for the best. i did choose to go to school here. now my car can get a tuneup. bleh. but it still sucks.
and i have to work at 9:30. to which i am going to boldly say fuck you. i don't want to load heavy sound and light equiptment onto that trailer. ever. well at least not today.
and i got a B- on my bio midterm.
this is obviously one of those days i am not going to be happy about even if somebody, say the school, decided that i need more money. and some of my housemates, say MissUnhappy, decided that perhaps she would clean up that mayoniase shit she puts on her vegatables from the coffee table in the living room instead of letting it chill there until it forms a slightly solid, yet oh so liquid, layer of film across the top. sick, and not in a good way.
i guess i am going to clean. mostly because i can't think of anything else to do since i already did my physics homework and i refuse to study anymore this week. i would sleep, but why bother. another day with only a few hours of sleep tonight. i should be used to it, i guess. my head hurts too bad to be able to sleep anyway.
but i love my sleep way more than the average person.
there is nothing worse than waking up before even the seagulls are scavangering though your trash, biking to the far end of campus that happens to reside in somewhere desolate, like Egypt, or Illinois, sit there for three hours reading instructions from a flimsy, stapled together notebook, for which i paid 20 bucks, on how to use the newest piece of shit machine that we are expected to understand even though, as mentioned, it is a piece of shit, which is surprising considering the amount of money that is currently being taken from me even though this is a PUBLIC school, all to watch how much effort is exerted by my blah blah muscle everytime i move my thumb.
yeah yeah. i understand the human body is great. complex. wonderful even. but at eight in the morning, for some reason i really don't care. even if it wasn't at eight in the morning, i don't think i would care. i don't like human physiology. infact, you could put it on the things i hate list, even though much of everything else in my life is already on that list today.
furthermore, after i suffered though that hell, with the worst headache this year, my eyes all stressed because i didn't have my glasses and i was analyzing heartrate patterns on a crappy iMac, i come home to find out my parents aren't coming to visit for my birthday.
call me spoiled but i was really looking forward to them coming to see me. i understand that it's a long drive. but it's nice to know that you can see them with minimal effort, without spending 14 hours in the car. i guess it works out for the best. i did choose to go to school here. now my car can get a tuneup. bleh. but it still sucks.
and i have to work at 9:30. to which i am going to boldly say fuck you. i don't want to load heavy sound and light equiptment onto that trailer. ever. well at least not today.
and i got a B- on my bio midterm.
this is obviously one of those days i am not going to be happy about even if somebody, say the school, decided that i need more money. and some of my housemates, say MissUnhappy, decided that perhaps she would clean up that mayoniase shit she puts on her vegatables from the coffee table in the living room instead of letting it chill there until it forms a slightly solid, yet oh so liquid, layer of film across the top. sick, and not in a good way.
i guess i am going to clean. mostly because i can't think of anything else to do since i already did my physics homework and i refuse to study anymore this week. i would sleep, but why bother. another day with only a few hours of sleep tonight. i should be used to it, i guess. my head hurts too bad to be able to sleep anyway.
but i love my sleep way more than the average person.
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